Thoughts.

Random thoughts since I've been home:

-I am disappointed in my grades this semester, but rationalize that they're a little lower because I spent so much time working my butt off applying for (and getting!) an internship of a lifetime.

-My friends can make everything look really easy. I find that I have lower self esteem at home than at school. (probably because I forget who I am NOW and revert back to my middle school/high school thinking.)

-I think about God a lot less at home than I do at school.

-I think the two thoughts above are positively correlated.

-I have some friends who I don't ask what's REALLY going on with them enough.

-I need to get on a regular, normal sleep schedule.

-I want to eat healthier, but am not exactly sure how. I don't inherently know what food is good and bad like apparently the rest of the world does.

-Sometimes I'm jealous of how easy people's lives seem, but then I realize they've taken barely any risks in their lives and with risks come struggle.

-I am really inspired by the blog of one of my future roommates, Molly Akin. Can't wait to be inspired by her thirst for God everyday next year.

-I need lots of prayers about my physical and mental health during my internship.

-I have the best mommy ever for redecorating my room and surprising me.

-I worry about the future way too much and so easily forget all the ways God has provided for me and will continue to do so...

Goodnight.
Katie

new fav song

I am obsessed with this song. the funny thing is, is i have no idea how it got on my itunes. never heard of the artist or the album...i thought it might be from a soundtrack but the album is listed anddd it's not. been listening to it all day. it's an amazing relaxer song:) enjoy!